{"id":2988,"date":"2020-12-05T09:49:35","date_gmt":"2020-12-05T09:49:35","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/doktorica.org\/?p=2988"},"modified":"2020-12-05T09:50:29","modified_gmt":"2020-12-05T09:50:29","slug":"ne-diraj-mi-majku","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/doktorica.org\/index.php\/2020\/12\/05\/ne-diraj-mi-majku\/","title":{"rendered":"Ne diraj mi majku"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"entry\">\n\n\n<p>Ne diraj mi majku.<br>Re\u010dima, pogledom, \u0161akama.<br>Nikad mi ne diraj majku jer brani\u0107u je ja: re\u010dima, pogledom, \u0161akama.<br>Neka je ona puna mana, neka je gre\u0161ila, nek je ne razume\u0161\u2026Koga briga? Majku mi ne diraj, na nju ne pokazuj, ne broji joj grehe, ne meri joj re\u010di.<br>Njene me ruke, slabe poput grana topole, do\u010dekaju kad padam, spa\u0161avaju od lomova.<br>Ona me jedina grdnjom hvali i jedina me podr\u017ei i kad me ne razume.<br>Majku mi ne diraj da se u meni ne probudi orkan, da ne polude sve moje zveri i pro\u017ederu ti zlobu i spokoj.<br>Neka me je ona premlada ili prestara rodila, neka ne postavlja bogate trpeze, ne obla\u010di se po tvom ukusu, neka je premr\u0161ava ili predebela, majku mi ne diraj!<br>Ona je sama sedela no\u0107ima da te\u0161i suze u mojim snovima, umorna do iznemoglosti skupljala zrnca snage da me pohvali, umiri, posavetuje ili tek \u0107uti sa mnom. Jedino ona uzdi\u0161e i pre nego \u0161to mi se tuga mu\u010dki prikrade, brine da li sam gladan, \u0161to sam se zadr\u017eao, \u010deka me u no\u0107i upaljenim svetlom i obrazima govori da \u0107e sve biti u redu.<br>Ona me hvali i kad nema razloga, sakriva njena bolna mesta od mojih o\u010diju, \u010duva me i kada sam ja\u010di od nje, daje i vi\u0161e nego \u0161to ima.<br>Neka je lajava, \u0107utljiva, prznica ili ne\u017ena, sposobna ili stati\u010dna, neka je. Zdrave i \u017eive, moje jedine sigurne luke, d\u017euboksa s re\u0161enjima za moje nedoumice koji ne radi na nov\u010di\u0107 ve\u0107 na ose\u0107aj.<br>Majku mi ne diraj, jer usta\u0107u vi\u0161a nego \u0161to jesam, ja\u010di nego \u0161to mislim, gori nego \u0161to sluti\u0161 i u\u0107utka\u0107u te sa te tri re\u010di koje nisu ni pretnja ni molba.<br>Ne diraj mi majku, re\u010dima, o\u010dima, \u0161akama.<br>Oduva\u0107u te poput balona od sapunice da se o granit razbije tvoje neva\u017eno mi\u0161ljenje.<br>Neka je ona za tebe nikakva, meni je svetinja i svetlost,<br>dira\u0161 li mi majku, na dvoboj si izazvao mene, ne nju.<br>To \u0161to sam uz njene skute dete, u\u010dinilo me je zmajem pred mi\u0161evima.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-gallery columns-1 is-cropped wp-block-gallery-1 is-layout-flex wp-block-gallery-is-layout-flex\"><ul class=\"blocks-gallery-grid\"><li class=\"blocks-gallery-item\"><figure><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1080\" height=\"1080\" src=\"https:\/\/doktorica.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/12\/the4630398806573725435.jpg\" data-id=\"2986\" class=\"wp-image-2986\" srcset=\"http:\/\/doktorica.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/12\/the4630398806573725435.jpg 1080w, http:\/\/doktorica.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/12\/the4630398806573725435-300x300.jpg 300w, http:\/\/doktorica.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/12\/the4630398806573725435-1024x1024.jpg 1024w, http:\/\/doktorica.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/12\/the4630398806573725435-150x150.jpg 150w, http:\/\/doktorica.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/12\/the4630398806573725435-768x768.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1080px) 100vw, 1080px\" \/><\/figure><\/li><\/ul><\/figure>\n\n\n<\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ne diraj mi majku.Re\u010dima, pogledom, \u0161akama.Nikad mi ne diraj majku jer brani\u0107u je ja: re\u010dima, pogledom, \u0161akama.Neka je ona puna mana, neka je gre\u0161ila, nek je ne razume\u0161\u2026Koga briga? Majku mi ne diraj, na nju ne pokazuj, ne broji joj grehe, ne meri joj re\u010di.Njene me ruke, slabe poput grana topole, do\u010dekaju kad padam, spa\u0161avaju &#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2987,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[534],"class_list":["post post-2988","anons"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/doktorica.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2988","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/doktorica.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/doktorica.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/doktorica.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/doktorica.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2988"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/doktorica.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2988\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2989,"href":"http:\/\/doktorica.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2988\/revisions\/2989"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/doktorica.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/2987"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/doktorica.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2988"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/doktorica.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2988"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/doktorica.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2988"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}